explain to me

why are the walls closing in n me
why does my palms sweat
why do i feel light headed
why do every time your around i feel weak
unbearable to stand my own ground
unable to be mad at the stupidity and humiliation you cause me
unable to listen to the people around me telling me no
but when you say yes
that is the command upon of which i listen
can u explain to me why just a person have this type of effect on me
someone who breathes like me
see like me
have common interested like me
explain to me this that i am feeling